kisahku masalalu

Kisah lalu...

 Dua belas tahun yang lalu.., disini di tempat ini.. ada cinta yang tumbuh bersemi tak terkendali, ada rindu akan ketulusan cinta sejati, ada harapan akan termiliki oleh kekasih hati..
          Dua belas tahun yang lalu.., disini, disudut tempat ini.. ada hati yang patah, ada luka yang terus tumbuh mengoyak mimpi indah, ada airmata yang tak terlihat ada tangis yang tak terisak..
aku melihatnya, aku mendengarnya dan aku merasakannya.. betapa dia tak pernah menganggap ku ada.. aku hanya sebuah rahasia, aku hanya ruang kosong yang stiap saat dia isi kemudian tinggalkan..
Dua belas tahun yang lalu, aku setia menanti kesakitan ku, percaya akan kebahagiaan itu datang disaat itu, aq percaya cinta itu milik ku, aku percaya... dan aku sadar smua tak akan pernah terjadi.. mimpiku, lukaku kesendirianku, kunikmati dalam kehampaan ku..
dimana kebahagiaan ku...??!!! Oh, mtungkin Tuhan lupa menaburkan kebahagiaanNya padaku...
Dua belas tahun yang lalu aku disini, duduk terasing diantara jiwa2 penuh cinta, terabaikan hadirku tercampakan hati ku...
Tuhan tolong lihat aku...

My iimmortal

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

Chorus:

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have, all of me

You used to captivate me 

By your resonating light

But now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

Chorus:

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have, all of me

I'd love to walk away 

And pull myself out of the rain

But I cant leave without you

I'd love to live without 

The constant fear and endless doubt

But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When youd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all, of me